It was my first to share my life story in a very big group.. To South East Asia Regional Conference in fact. At the last minute, I thought of backing out. Things like my sharing would not make an impact on my audience and that I cannot be understood. As I went up the stage, I could hear big thuds inside my heart, palms were sweat and my knees were weak. Their reactions on every points I made has somewhat cleared the air. I smiled from time to time. And when it almost finished, I could hear the angels sing. I did a good job.. bringing the Lord to them, how He transformed my life into having a joyful heart. My speaker for that session I've been into told me it was a powerful sharing. I almost cried. I received messages that they were teary eyed. I was speechless. Another even verge into crying when she told me she relate so much on my story and that she will learn too from then on to trust on people. My ears were clapping then. Most people who knew me were amazed and didn't thought I was such a deep person. I knew then why only now I was called to share. God's time is really the perfect time. I'm glad to be His instrument that He is the only one we need and the only person who can give us a happy life.
