Today I decided to forgive. I can see how my parents continue to suffer because I decided to turned a blind eye since they allowed all these things to happen. I don't want to save them this time. But beyond disagreement, I decided to help. I will dedicate my life to them upto their last breath. My only way of giving back. I thought I just told myself it is enough what I did for them. But I guess my sense of purpose I had lost ever since I decided to turned my back on them. For me my siblings are all grown up and should stand on their own two feet. But if this is what my parents wanted then so be it. If it would make them happy to support all the way their children and not complaining.. eventhough I'm the only one who listened. Perhaps this is the reason why I am still single and high earning. I guess helping my family is much fulfilling than helping others in need.
