I don't Convert; I loved.

I very much loved the Catholic faith. Although I admit there was an instance in my life that I walked away from it but I do learned my path going back to it and now feel blessed that I am one of the cradle Catholic. Yes I was baptized not knowing much about this religion and have learned more about it in just one of the subjects in my school. All I know is I need to pass.  Though at young age of sixteen I fell in love with the Eucharist that begun my faith journey. Also, being exposed in college to different denomination has brought some questions in my head. I really don't want to be in a argument but somehow I seems get in myself in such situations. I felt I'm stupid not able to defend my faith well but looking back now I'm glad I just smiled and not really retaliated. Although that feeling of stupidity has brought so much resentments in the past few years that I struggle to learn more about the Catholic faith so I could answer all those denominations who belittle it. Then depression arrived. It was now my turn to scrutinized the faith I've been defending. I guess when I realized how much God has loved me then had let the questions stopped. And just let things passes by. Now I'm not cringing whenever they were criticism about being Catholic. Nor questions about salvation, etc. I then realized why I was not admitted to be a nun. I'm not into conversion really. I just want to spread the love of God regardless of religion. I just want to be a friend to anyone even if s/he does not believe to a Creator. What important is I know now there is really a loving God and He is crazy about me and that is more than enough for me as well to love Him and everyone back.