Healed

Last Saturday my shrink was singing a different tune. Although she indirectly confirmed I have the gift but gave me advise to determine if I'm only experiencing hallucination. She told me if the experience would left me paralyze, ie I cannot do anymore productive task then it is hallucination. But since often I would find myself praying and then even go to work then I guess she was hinting me to stop torturing myself. I then understood her position that in medical field it is absurd to confirm something that for them is not visible in naked eye. She further stated that it is  difficult to draw a fine line even on delusion perse since the belief on group of people that may sound peculiar to another. I guess it only means that since my belief is based from our culture and Christian faith then I guess I should stop branding myself mentally ill since nothing is extra ordinary. I've waited for ten long years just to know that I've been tormenting myself with the idea that I'm a lunatic. Simply because I am caught having firm belief to the unknown although it is accepted especially on the Catholic church. I felt a big thorn has been removed in my chest and finally the truth has set me free. She even lower my dosage and agreed that I should not be taking the medicines for too long. It seems she only waited for me to wake up and declare myself as healed.