I finally get it! I was afraid of the thought of being alone. But as I ponder on the reality now, I admit I like it. I don't have to take care of someone. I don't have to please someone. Or even beg someone to love me or to stay. I don't need to push so hard to make things work. I am so much in love with the thought of weddings, babies and happily ever after. I forgot they were fairy tales. How many times do I need to get hurt. How many times do I have to wait and hope. I don't need a person to make me happy. I can support myself and I can be happy by myself. It is not even a sin. Thank you Jesus. I'm really avoiding this vocation. Only to realize this is my destiny.
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