I am in so much pain. The religious failed me. First, they didn't let me in because they didn't knew me. Second, because I have mental illness. Now they don't want to entertain my questions but rather would look for answers myself on the internet where its difficult to decipher which one is the truth. Finally, I don't know my parish priest. How can I go to him if he is distant. I felt these were some of the reasons why others left the Catholic church. I have a hunch why the religious treat me like that. Since not all in their community I will get along with, perhaps they want to make sure I really wanted to be a nun. But that is just an assumption. My point is how could they just give direction going to God if they cannot establish a relationship with people. If only I didn't love the Eucharist and believe in Sacrament of Confession, I have left the church long ago. Help me God on my faith. Amen.
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