As I go to sleep tonight I realize that if my parents will read my blog, this will truly break their heart. Though my real intention is just to write down my life lessons. I'm not perfect and I do struggle a lot. I committed so many mistakes and I tend to be emotional and over react. I love my parents, my friends and even everyone. But I'm also human and I can feel pain, frustrations and anger. I know some are too personal to write down. Unlike before I was diagnosed to have depression, I have now friends who readily listen. Yet I find it not enough perhaps with their different response. I admit I have unconventional views most of the time. I find complete relief by writing what inside my mind and heart. I know my grammar is poor but I just love to write. Perhaps online journal is not a good idea. I really don't know if I only brought shame to my family by all the things I have written here. But this is me. I hope that my love ones will understand I need this. To people who are reading this blog I hope you have learned the lessons I am sharing and able also to accept my flaws. I'm still a work in progress. But I won't give up on learning. I'm forever a student.
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