For quite sometime I have a head on battle with my past issues. I'm grateful they are now resolved though it is tiring and some sleepless nights. My relationships with other people are great and I'm still functioning well. But I notice this evening I'm a different person. I love it since I can express now my belief and principle freely. And also I don't cringe anymore if someone will object or against them. I just accepted the differences. Yet I'm not enjoying. I should re-apply again and again all the lessons and what I have written on my books. I'm so focus on sharing God's love verbally that I forgot to enjoy it for myself. And so I hear His tiny voice this time saying relax, have some fun, let me do the job. If given the opportunity I will testify His great love. But if not then enjoy life and stop forcing myself to share Him. It will just come naturally. He is really amazing. I guess I finally understood what Sister Linda told me to 'play' instead.
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