I am His Warrior

I can still remember that in one of my anxiety attacks I was caught of crying because I can feel that my family is not united in our faith and that deep inside me I'm afraid I might not see them to where I will go. I tried so hard to digest and instill in my mind that each has a separate journey and all of us our entitled on our faith choices. From then I learned to let go and put my trust in the Lord. There is nothing wrong with these lessons but through the years I felt alone. A lone warrior of the Lord. As I journey in this called life and I get into trouble of depression there is only one who will come to my rescue.. my knight in the shining armor - The Lord. Though He only let His presence known on my readings, through nature and if I'm really in big trouble there is a person which He will send to let me realize I am not alone. It was always a tug of war and these people whom He sent I understand have their own lives to manage and sometimes there are not there for me. The many opinions and commentary regarding our faith even in same denomination have caused me to just label mine as unconventional since most of the time mine is not among the majority. But only surprise later on that mine is align on the teachings of the Catholic Church. I've attended last night for the first time CLP training for DGL/aDGL. I'm quite surprise why I have not attended before since it will the third time I'll serving as DGL next Sunday. My takeaway though is that we on matters of faith should not be based on opinions but on the truth. And lastly it warmed my heart when I heard that we are in spiritual battle and we as warriors of Christ are together in this battle. I then realize I'm not fighting alone. I appreciated so much the gesture of my housemate to accompany me going home than to go with his original plan. Simply because we are friends. I  then felt that all of these people with me battling with purpose I'm rest assured that I will see them where I will go. Then I got the feeling I want an assurance that my family will be there too.