Being Single

I guess I have passed the stage where I fret on why still being single all these years. Once I was also among young women who are asking what is wrong with me and why men seems not to notice me. It seems I passed already my younger years where I was attractive and could easily get suitors. I'd also lamented that perhaps I'm not a wife material that is why men don't propose to me. Today I really don't care if I will tie a knot or would just stay as a spinster. I admit that before I was afraid to grow old alone and be just like my aunt who is a certified spinster and been a pain in the family. Well for one I know I wouldn't be like her. I would not ask for pity and affection to my siblings who have family on their own. I learned that it is really okay to be independent, knowing what your dreams and able to achieve them and aspire for them. It also not hinder me in loving everyone and I don't have to focus to one person anymore. I'm now enjoying too much of my singlehood now that I might turn down even a proposal that will come. If you want a sure future, it is only you who can make it! I guess because of failed relationships that I learned to value now my time and everything that I have since before I tend to give my all to just one person. I no longer yearned to be loved. Perhaps the key is I am so sure that God loves me that He let me feel secure. I now love myself than anybody in this world would love me. It would really be tough if someone now would come along. He really need to pray and ask permission to my King.